today ...

confused happy sad mad and anxious! i am feeling all, the problem is that i don't know how to handle them all at once...oh and also love. today i felt love in 3 ways... family friends and boys. the boy is special he is a friend that i have had for awhile... i don't wanna ruin the friendship but i really like him. The sad thing is that i am a person he goes to for advice.. and i know who he likes and its not me. ):